Everyone has THOSE days.
Let’s be realistic. As “happy” everyone perceives to be, it may be wrong.
People put on a facade for others, it’ll take a lot for someone to “break
down” the barrier and get down to the problem.
It’s been one of THOSE days for me. Some of my premonitions that I had
previously didn’t help. These premonitions came true. It’s one of those
days where picturing flipping tables and listening belligerent music is
okay. Well… not THAT okay but it happens. Walking into class today, I
tried to not let things get to me. I tried to not let the little actions
the people around me affect me. I turned inwards, which was probably a good
thing to do.
Overall, it’s still early in the day. I still have a lot ahead of me. PMA
is something I’ve been lacking lately, it needs to be more prevalent in my
life again.
*Deep breaths. In. Out. In. Out.*
8 WEEKS.
That’s all I have left of classes, 8 weeks. Summer is going to be amazing.
I’m going to license up, travel to California, spend a month in Belize.
Yes, this summer will be amazing and I can feel it. So far, last summer has
been the BEST summer yet. There was STLF Camp, MBV, KLC, everything. It was
one right after the next, and the amazing people I met up with and the
relationships I built were indelible.
This summer, I’ll get a clean state. I have a new start, new people, new
things. Everything is looking up from here. Life is good.
Belize will be an amazing experience, getting accepted into the University
of Minnesota will be a happy day, everything is good.
Just 8 weeks. That’s all I have left until everything is good.
be happier.
I know it’s been a lot of music and photos lately, but I have a life rant. Prepare yourselves.
It’s always nice to be reminded here and there about how great you are and how great life is. Sometimes we all lose sight of that and go on our daily routines in a bitter manner that you don’t matter to people and vice versa. Time passes by and things may feel like they’re only going in a downwards spiral.
I’ve felt a little like that lately. Things are normal, nothing too special happening. It’s been awhile since anything relatively eventful has occurred. It’s felt a lot like I’ve started to slowly disconnect myself from everything around me and tonight I’ve noticed that.
I noticed how disconnected I am from school, people, life. What I mean by “disconnected” is that I haven’t put my 110% effort out there lately. It’s been maybe 70%-80% that I’ve been exerting.
But tonight that turned around.
I was moping around my house and lurking the internet when all of a sudden, I get this email. It was from one of my STLF PIFT college leaders sent me our Yeah Buddy’s, which are little notes that people write to you, via email. I opened that email and read through them.
I didn’t realize how much it would hit home for me.
Like I said, I was just lurking the internet when I opened this email. I read through it and the last few lines written from my college leader is what did it for me:
I am reminded of the strong, amazing, and passionate lady I have been blessed with knowing. You truly are going to make a difference in this world, Aimee Vue. I am so incredibly proud of you. I believe in you. You are exactly what this world needs. I miss you.
These little emails and reminders from a third party is what keeps people in tact. Is what keeps people going. Simply reading this tonight has made me rethink and reevaluate life. I need to be a happier person. That’s something I am certainly looking forward to. All that is needed is a happier perspective on life.
Overall, I’m happier. So, if you have that someone you’ve been thinking about lately, shoot them an email. Remind them that they matter to your life. I can say it certainly helps the other person’s life.
